What started out to be an exciting adventure for Richard Tarnowicz in discovering his roots in Poland, grows ever more confusing, exciting, and scary. As he plans for the trip he runs into some Polish people who immigrated to the USA. At the sound of his last name, they shake in fear or just get angry and dismiss him as though he is not worthy of their attention. Though frustrated by their reactions, he moves forward with his plans traveling through Germany to his final destination, Krakow. What he encounters along the way frightens and confuses him even more. Once he reaches his destination, he learns that there are two sides to his family, 'the saints and the demon himself'. Slowly his image of his father changes as he learns more about what his father did during world war II, and he learns that his family is indeed complicated. A good read with lots of action, mystery and fun. This book is based on a true story, with a good amount of embellishment.

In trying to unlock the technological breakthrough in learning new languages, Jim finds that his altruistic endeavor is being viewed as a military weapon. Although he and his team are cautious, Jim ends up falling into the wrong hands with his Ante-Babel Device (ABD). The clandestine world is alive and well and trying to get their hands on the ABD. When Jim is kidnapped, his world is changed forever. Everything he thought he knew about his family, his upbringing and his friends are proven wrong.

As Bob grows, from a child in New Haven Connecticut to an adult in Orlando Florida, he faces difficulties and dilemmas that seem to tear at his very soul. This book chronicles his adventures through life, education, occupation and marriage. The inevitable demise of his very soul is exhibited so as to better understand how an assassin for hire comes to be.

Bob Tokarz has graduated with a Bachelor's degree and is now fully indoctrinated into the world of an assassin for hire. Though he works exclusively for the US Government, his experience with the Agency is surely a brutal method of controlling where the US future is permitted to go. His life as an IT worker, a married man, a parent is conflicted and constantly evolving. At times, his work for the government dictates how he lives his life and affects those closest to him. Desperately seeking to bring humanity and love back into his life, he searches for the love of his life. Ultimately, will his work, at which he is very skilled, or his desire for a loving family life, win out?

As Bob Tokarz becomes more ingrained in the contract work he does for the CIA, he moves further away from his moral upbringing. His life with Gabby becomes more complicated and at times just downright exhausting, but he continues to raise his three children in Orlando, Florida. Though he works full time for AT&T, his contract work with the CIA takes him away from his family, but closer to Gabby with each mission. While in France on a mission, he follows what he believes are instructions to act as an Instrument of His Will. His actions, done outside of the sanctions of the CIA, bring him more trouble than he wants, bringing terror to his heart, his soul, his family and his relationships.